Concept:
The album follows a story of a person affected by a friends suicide, taking place mostly in one late night. In 'Gone' the friends funeral happens as the character reflects on barely even knowing their own closest friend. The album reflects on guilt and such until eventually the character makes their way to a 7-11 and sees a person named Alan Parker, and it just so happens this was the dead friends secret boyfriend, and he is very understandably torn up, and he eventually also falls the same fate as his boyfriend that night. The final three songs can be taken as you like.


History:

This album was going to be recorded on a 4-track but it broke, so most of the record was recorded track by track to a cassette, transferred to this very computer I'm writing this on and spliced together, due to this I don't have immediate versions of the files, hence why it took so long to get this on here. This also made the album have an excess amount of tape hiss, which I do not love, but I did figure it should be up here on streaming. For Lydia, Eulogy, Alan Parker Pt.1, Alan Parker Pt.2, and Precious were all recorded to the same 4-track as 'Pain I Wish You Never Saw'.
The album was also written in a week and given a month to record, all due to to an argument of 'Mask' by dream, where someone tried to argue it wasn't shitty because he had a deadline. So I made a deadline for this album and such. I'm petty when it comes to art, I guess.